you sad, sad little girl.

i'm so dumb. pathetic and dumb.

Music of the Night

Night time sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defenses

Slowly, gently night unfurls its splendor
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away from the garish light of day
Turn your thoughts away from cold unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night

Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams
Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before
Close your eyes let your spirit start to soar
And you'll live as you've never lived before

Softly, deftly, music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it secretly posses you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind in this darkness that you know you cannot find
The darkness of the music of the night

Let your mind start to journey through a strange new world
Leave all thoughts of the life you knew before
Let your soul take you where you long to be
Only then can you belong to me

Floating, folding, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me savor each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in to the power of the music that I write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night

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:( i miss you.

i miss you already?

if i could have one thing right now, it wouldn't be for it to be back to the way it was.

it'd be for you to just hold me, let me cry on your shoulder a little bit, then talk for hours.

heartbreak.

who would have thought those happy butterflies in your stomach would turn into flesh eating parasites?

motivation

i love how little things motivate me.

i haven't practiced guitar in a few weeks, but after seeing some epic guitar playing yesterday, i'm determined to fit in at LEAST 30 minutes of practice a day, i'll MAKE time.

let's hope i stick to this.

get over it.

Fussin' an? fightin', we back at it again
I know that it's my fault but you don't understand
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

Girl, I really wanna work this out 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said, I really wanna work this out, yo girl, I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse

But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
But I got this ice box where my heart used to be
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right? Just can't let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothin' like the girl I used to know

never forgotten

i say i can care less,
but i'm lying to myself.

i can't help but miss you.

friday nightfootball

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