friends are THE best thing ever

i love my friends! (:

friends are just amazing. Thank God I have them. How boring life would be without friends...

"long time" no blog!

i say long time because i used to do this daily

these next paragraphs are going to be random things on m y mind:

i've been eating too much, it's pretty crazy. i mean, i need to lay off the food. i did better today, didn't eat AS much ... i'm working on it. Also need to work on getting active again, i've slacked off.

i also changed my New Year's resolution from once a week, to only the weekends. I can't help it, but for some reason the good stuff always comes on the weekend! Saturdays and Sundays = yum. So, technically I didn't break it, i just changed it up! ;)

i love getting unexpected texts from new people

i really like the color yellow

well today's a lazy day ~ta ta for now!

Creativity

(This post was from Sunday or Monday night)

Today was a bit of a lazy day!

I woke up and finished reading the latest novel: Marked. Now I must admit, as much as I believe in the quote "don't judge a book by its cover" I couldn't help judging this one. I thought the book was going to be a lame copy of Twilight, but I was dead wrong! It's such a good book! I loved it! I can't wait to read the 2nd one now.

After spending the day reading the novel, I decided to do something on my never happening To Do List. So I fixed my closet (the clothing rod had fallen) While I was reorginizing my closet, I realized how dull it was. No posters, nothing. So I dropped everything like the ADD person I am, picked up a paintbrush, and decided to decorate my reading wall! It's not the best, but I like it better than a poster. I felt creative haha...

Now I'm going to try to get my lazy buttocks up and finish some other items on my never happening To Do list. Toodeloo!

EH?

i have no clue how i feel today...

my day's summary so far has been waking up at noon! YES! :D i haven't slept in that late in God knows how long, i needed it.

today i got my butt up to do a half workout, just treadmill. i decided my "abs" could be lazy again. and whenever i workout i watch TV, so now that American Idol is on i'm entertained! American Idol and House are my favorite shows(: I have DishNetwork, so i just record shows and watch them when i have time, so i finally got to see the famous "pants on the ground" thing! "Pants on the ground, pants on the ground, lookin like a fool with your pants on the ground" haha

I've also been looking at pictures, where has the time gone? I hate it. I want time to just STOP. The only way to do that though is be a vampire or something, unfortunately Robert Pattinson doesn't live around here, and neither do his brothers. Dangit.

Eh so today, I have no emotion, it's like depressed and bored and something all together. It's like i'm in neutral mode.

(this 2nd entry is hours later)

i'm depressed and crying :'( why? I just watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, for those of you who haven't seen it -- it is THE saddest movie :( I mean, I just finished it 5 minutes ago and i'm STILL crying. Stupid sad movies :( ADSLFKJSFLKJSLADFKJ. God, everything is a bout death all of a sudden. I just finished reading Looking For Alask by John Green, death in there too :( Yes, I also cried while reading it. Obviously when something is sad, I cry. I think I've cried on almost every single movie i've ever watched (something sad ALWAYS happens) it sucks. I want happily ever after.

Where did that go?

Heck YES.

so much to talk about! instead of jumping into what i REALLY want to talk about, i'll calm myself down and backtrack to yesterday.

Yesterday was the first day of spring tennis, that's still eh for me right now. Coaches can be frustrating. But I'll have to live. I love being active though and tennis is fun. I'm making this short so I can rant on about ....

INDIAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES! Today our school (our mascot is the indian) had a talent show called Indian Idol! It was, to say the least, AMAZING. My school surprises me, I honestly don't expect things of this amazingness to come from them! They seem so normal at school! Let's start off with the singers- almost all had GREAT voices, like wow. I never knew people form my school could sing like that...did you know? I didn't....

Then the guitar players and bands...they were awesomeawesomeAWESOME! What do you expect? Guy bands = great fun and music! I loved them!!!

There was so much! From signlanguage interpretations to little skits, ahhhh I loved it! :D I want to hug every single person that was a part of it and just tell them what a great job they did. I get overexcited I know.

And to ADD to my excited-ness, a guy dance group called iRule came to preform...my heart stopped beating I swear....

So, I think you get that I had the best time EVER.

A.D.D

the computer causes my procrastination. it's like i have ADD, i see the computer screen and the little voice in my head is like the "OOOOOOOOH SHINY!!!" voice. I need to focus. I have tests, I have quizzes, I have homework. Brain. GET.TO.WORK.

A Twisted Story(:

I'm excited! I'm ecstatic! I'm nervous!

I'm in Spanish UIL and we're doing a one act play! Very excited because I've dreamt of being in a play for God knows HOW long. I yearn for Theater Arts, but it's never going to happen! :/ Not enough electives for it! This is my one and only chance, and it's hanging on a thread right now. If the people who signed up don't show up, there will be NO play :( Please God, let them show up!!!

The play is Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs but with a little...twist. Snow White is a guy, the prince is a girl, the dwarfs are girls too...can you picture it? It's backwards! I'm playing the princess (aka the prince) which I thought was the 2nd major part, but the new script has me as a minor character :/ but eh well! I'm just happy to be able to act in front of an audience! (:

So all I have right now is hope!

The Lovely Bones...

today was a lovely day! I went to the mall to go see The Lovely Bones with 2 amazing friends! So here's my rant on this movie....

OMG OMG OMG. That movie was INTENSE! I was on the verge of tears throughout the ENTIRE movie, and I cried about 4 times. At the end (I won't spoil this for those who haven't watched it) but when that part happens.....my jaw was literally DROPPED. I closed my mouth once the credits came one (and in my head was like "yessssssssssss" after the shock was gone)

In the end, that was one heck of a movie.

Short blog, but I need to get off(: Got a LOAD of homework to catch up on.

3 Day Weekends

Thank you MLK! You didn't just help get rid of segregation, but you gave us students, a relief. A 3 day long weekend relief! I love you.

Saturday was an AMAZING day, first of all, me and my friends finally threw that "40 Ways To Make A Pizza man Feel Nervous" Party! The pizza man hung up on us about 4 times. Then finally, my friend used her professional ticked off mood to tell off the pizza man! In the end, we got a medium pizza (half cheese, half pineapple) and a small black olive pizza. DELISH!

I have a resolution this year, that I can only eat one sugary item a week. I've been successful...so far. It's gettin really hard though. REALLY hard. Sweets are just so enthralling! They welcome you in, then trick you with their delicious goodness, and then all you get is fat. They're like drugs. Just a little time of euphoria, then BAM the negatives....haha but they're just so DARN good!

I'm going to ditch this blog now! I have some G-Force movie to watch! To the talking Guinea Pigs! AWAAAAY!

TGIF(:

Fridays are bliss...

Fridays are amazing! In SO many ways, like, being the last day of the school week, technically the beginning of your weekend (once you get out of school), a day where you can stay up and not have to worry about sleeping in late, gah! so many things! Dear Friday, I love you.

So enough of my romance with a weekday, let's talk about what happened today! Last day of exams (heck. to. the. yes.) Exemptions let me out early, so I got to go to this sushi grill place called Sake's for the first time! (everyone talks about it, but yet, I never went). I ordered the sushi lunch special (i adore sushi) but....I regretted it. The california rolls were amazing (like always) but the raw fish on rice thing was....yuck. Never repeating. ever.

Thanks to the exemptions, I also got errands done! Finally! I love being able to check things off my to do list! I feel like I've accomplished something haha...I also love buying things, ANYTHING really. I think i just really enjoy new things. Like buying new shampoo, or a brush, anything really! Ahhh, i never realized how much time is wasted in school, 8 hours is a lot...

Well, tomorrow I have a party to attend! Unfortunatley parents control my life, and I have to leave early for Houston -gag- I'm disliking Houston more and more lately, I'm ALWAYS there....anyway the party is a "Make The Pizza Man Nervous Party" :D Ever read 40 ways to make the pizza man feel nervous? Well, here's a link: http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=197490760841&ref=ts we're planning on doing several of these(:

Well, my stomach hurts from too much food (and I think the raw fish did something to me...) I shall bid you adeu until tomorrow! Until then, a shower with my new Herbal Essence shampoo + conditioner and then curl up in bed with the latest book (Paper Towns by John Green)

ttfn(:

Oh, Music...

today was another day of exams! last day is tomorrow, thank God.

Earlier, I had extra time today because of exemptions so I decided to go La Chef. That didn't work out as planned. I need to stick to recipes....

Now I'm "studying", but you know, studying and doing homework aren't my favorite hobbies, so I add a little music to keep me going! Right now "Anne" by Safetysuit and "Could This Be Love" (cover) by Huu are constantly on replay!

I think I'm going to continue to procrastinate(: Latahhh!

Study-Study-Study-SNORE

So, it's MIDTERM WEEK! WOOH! YES! EXCITEMENT! Studying until the A.M.'s, isolating yourself from society so you can memorize the endless and useless terms you'll never use again. That's the life! (Understand major sarcasm is used in the previous statements.)

I have a problem with studying though, it makes me SLEEP. It's a terrible habit I have! I sleep in class when there are notes, I sleep in my room when I'm studying (either that or I'm distracted by every single little thing...ADD?) Like today, I was taking a MidTerm exam in BCIS-I (Business Computer something useless-I) and guess who fell asleep in the middle of the test? Yes, me. HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?!?!? You may be assuming - no sleep? I get from 6-8 hours of sleep, which is enough to keep a teen going. I wonder....

Well, one day of exams down, 2 to go....wish me luck! (:

"i can tell that we are gonna be friends"

Friends. They're amazing, there for you always, but sometimes, things happen. Fights happen. I'm not used to fights so I make them bigger than they seem. I get overemotional. They get mad, I breakdown crying. I hope the fight is over with soon, I hate it, she's my bestie. It's really hard fighting with someone so close to you, a best friend. It's tough, but it's reality. Truth is, reality is like hide and seek, because ready or not, here it comes.

Thank you (you know who) for being an amazing friend and making me feel 1000x better(: <3 you. You're amazing, and help me get through the toughest of times. A million times thank you <3

~"A friend is like a rainbow. They brighten your life when you've been through a storm."

~"Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever"

Jealousy

“Don't waste your life on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long, and in the end it's only you with yourself”

~unknown

So You Know That Song??

so you know that song? the one that's got you pressing replay over and over and over and over? The only song you want to listen to is that one song? I've got one right now, it's called

"Jane Doe" by NeverShoutNever!

"Cause I'm overly attracted
And terribly convinced that she could be my princess
And I could be her prince."

-Jane Doe, NeverShoutNever!

go listen to it(:

Writing Urge

yes. i know. i know. 3rd blog, in less than an hour. but i can't help it!!!! I'm in the writing zone!!! Hopefully, this is the last one of the day...actually this was meant to be a diary page but I decided to change private to public. Thank you copy and paste.

All right, I have an urge to write. It’s like an inspirational motivation from the movie Julie & Julia. Such a beautiful movie. I wish I was Julie right now(: I also was inspired by that movie to make my own blog, so I did at blogger.com. How creative. I wrote on it from my new year’s resolution of sweets only once a week to what 2010 means to me. I think this will be a diary page, as much as I want to write in my diary, I can’t get myself to pick up a pen and write. Typing is so much easier and I can type as long as I want , no hand cramps for Ayah! It’s really late/early. It’s 1AM actually….i don’t know, but so many things are going through my head. I think the movie just affected me a lot. It’s making me dream more, it made me feel like nothing is impossible, I just have to act, and stick with it, and things will happen. I think that’s also part of the reason I made a blog, maybe I will get readers, followers. Then I will get noticed, like Julie, maybe write a book like I always wanted. But then again, Julie had a mission; people liked her blogs because they want to know what’s going to happen. So far my blogs are just rants I guess, talking, letting my mind out, like a public diary.

I don’t know, I’ve honestly always wanted to be famous. I would love that! I want to get to be known, not just some other person in this world…but to get noticed I have to do something right? Something amazing. That’s what people with talent do, what’s my talent? My friend told me that the thing I’m amazing at is being a friend <3

One day I guess I’ll find it, hopefully. My urge to write is growing weaker with every word I type, which is good because I’m about to write a whole novel if I don’t force myself to stop. I think I’m going to go to bed, bundle up from this under 30 degrees freezing weather and read. I’m rereading Twilight right now, amazing how at first reading Twilight was normal, but then people decided to become overly obsessed and it had been dubbed “dork”. I actually took off the cover today so no one knew what I was reading. Caring what other people think about me….I should stop that. Oh well, goodnight, until tomorrow (or perhaps later today)!

Sweet dreams(:

Blog Craze

The word "new" is a thrill. New clothes, new toys, new anything. And with all new things comes the obsessed phase! You're just completely obsessed with this new thing, so my new obsession? This blog shananigan.

I mean, I've always wanted to publish a book or something, write an amazing, breathtaking, hypnotizing story, a bestseller, but it has yet to happen. I feel like, with this blog, things can happen, like it can lead to something...or maybe I'm just a dreamer ;) I swear, that Julie & Julia movie has done something to my mind.

So lately, I've become food obsessed. NOTHING is enough! Breakfast was never a part of my life....until this year. My mother insists on making these irresistable fruit smoothies every morning, and I cannot let myself say no...but then at lunch, I eat my lunch. And my stomach yearns for more...think of Edward yearning for Bella's blood....okay maybe it's not that bad...but you catch my drift right? Dinner is just as bad, I eat dinner then automatically leap to the fridge in search of more food. Now, reading this one might think I'm obese :P I'm not, but what's with my huge appetite? Metabolism isn't that fast I'm sure, because I'm not very thin. Who knows?

It's 2010! That sight of that number saddens me but also excites me. It makes me sad because it's another year later, I'm one year older and so is everyone else I know. Time's zooming by :/ It's like in those movies, where everythings going at lightning speed and all you see is lights. I wish I could freeze time, or better yet, everyone was immortal. I think that's really what bugs me, one year older to me is like one year closer to death. I don't want to die, and I don't want the people I love to die either :( God, just writing this makes me want to cry....It sounds pessimistic, but really I'm a very optimistic person. Or so I like to think.

The GOOD thing about this year is that it's a new decade, a fresh start! I want to start over, I've made resolutions I refuse to let go! Like breaking the latest habit I've picked up: SWEETS! So from now on, I will only eat sweets once a week! And I'm proud to say, it's been 9 days into the new year and I have stuck to my resolution like glue(: Latest achievement? We went to a resteraunt today and my parents decided to order a Hot Fudge Cake Sundea...yes it looks as delicious as it sounds. My mouth drooled, my brothers taunted me, my parent's tried to persuade me, but I didn't give in! I was strong! As delicious as it looked, I ate not one bite. :D I say that's worth celebrating. I have no regrets.

I had to get this all out :D I just had the need to write another blog, yes just 5 minutes after the first one.

Inspiration

I have been inspired(:

Let's flashback to Friday night. A friend was over and we searched online for a movie to rent from the nearest Redbox. We happened to come upon one called "Julie & Julia", it said comedy, and I'm always up for a laugh (one of my hobbies actually) so to the Redbox my father went!

Today we watched it, but about 70% of the way through, my mom got tired and went to bed, following her my dad. One of my brothers had been asleep for God knows how long and the other slept soon after my parents. I alone sat and watched the mesmerizing movie, and was inspired to write a blog just like Julie(: The movie was beautiful. Maybe I'll cook something tomorrow. I also now have a longing to go to France.

Amazing how just a little inspiration can start something new.