smooth sailing

it ain't so bad sometimes :) there's always that missing piece, but it's not that hard to keep myself distracted.

thoughts at night

Don’t you hate that feeling when you have so much on your chest, but there’s no one to tell? It’s like having a pen full of ink but no diary.

It makes you feel so alone.

if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to I will always be here. I can care less if I’ve never talked to you before in my life. So at least you know there’s always one person you know wants to help make you feel better whether you want to talk to them or not. So you know at least one person cares. Because I do, I promise.

por que?

please remind me why i bother again? oh yes, for those once in a while moments that i love. worth it? sometimes i wonder.

always

i constantly have the urge to just shake some people and yell WHY ARE YOU SO EFFING CUTE, STOP IT.

stupid irresistible people.

in your hands now

there comes a point where you've done all you can, and have to put the ball in someone else's hands for the final decision.

unfortunately the people that have the ball last in my situation suck and have a medieval period mindset.

i'm screwed aren't i?

oh well, at least i can say i tried.

so THATS why...

i'm so impatient it sometimes causes me to jump to conclusions [that i keep to myself] so i end up stressing until i find out all i had to do was wait a little. it's like my own little bubble, the stress and paranoia come and go and everyone's clueless, at least that's a good thing hah. i really need to be more patient when it comes to certain things...

temper?

you make me SOO mad. but i really don't know why.

swoosh

hear that? that's the sound of my self esteem falling.

ay dios, i need a self esteem boost pronto, i have no idea what's wrong with me.

nostalgia [again]

it's insane how well i can remember conversations.

it's a small world after all

i love love love meeting new people! made some new friends today, and hung out with some old ones. i love mixin' it up :) so much fun, i needed it.