EH?

i have no clue how i feel today...

my day's summary so far has been waking up at noon! YES! :D i haven't slept in that late in God knows how long, i needed it.

today i got my butt up to do a half workout, just treadmill. i decided my "abs" could be lazy again. and whenever i workout i watch TV, so now that American Idol is on i'm entertained! American Idol and House are my favorite shows(: I have DishNetwork, so i just record shows and watch them when i have time, so i finally got to see the famous "pants on the ground" thing! "Pants on the ground, pants on the ground, lookin like a fool with your pants on the ground" haha

I've also been looking at pictures, where has the time gone? I hate it. I want time to just STOP. The only way to do that though is be a vampire or something, unfortunately Robert Pattinson doesn't live around here, and neither do his brothers. Dangit.

Eh so today, I have no emotion, it's like depressed and bored and something all together. It's like i'm in neutral mode.

(this 2nd entry is hours later)

i'm depressed and crying :'( why? I just watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, for those of you who haven't seen it -- it is THE saddest movie :( I mean, I just finished it 5 minutes ago and i'm STILL crying. Stupid sad movies :( ADSLFKJSFLKJSLADFKJ. God, everything is a bout death all of a sudden. I just finished reading Looking For Alask by John Green, death in there too :( Yes, I also cried while reading it. Obviously when something is sad, I cry. I think I've cried on almost every single movie i've ever watched (something sad ALWAYS happens) it sucks. I want happily ever after.

Where did that go?