winner

ahh i forgot how good it feels to win

i felt like i hadn't achieved anything in years, awards, elections, anything. especially after entering high school, i felt like there was nothing i was the best at. i had no specialty. i really still don't, but i did win a school election for reporter which boosted up my happiness scale ^.^

i have a feeling next year is going to be great! i'm touching the light at the end of the tunnel today. i may just be out of that tunnel actually.