goodbye summer '10.

it's the last day of summer, all the amazing memories and fun times are all coming to an end. at exactly 12 AM, summer will officially be over. we get to go back to the daily routine life, which i don't mind, but i'll miss waking up whenever i want. i'll miss making spontaneous plans at any time, or staying up till 4 in the morning just talking to people. i mean, i'm ready for the year i guess. excited for some classes, dreading others. it's going to be a tough year, i just have that feeling. i'm not excited for this year like the others, i feel like this year, my parents are air tight. choking me so that i won't be able to do anything. i think i'm just scared of this year because after it will be my last year in high school. scared that i may lose close friends. i'm tired and stressed already and it hasn't even begun. i'm going to miss the carefree sunny days. i'm just going to freaking miss this.

i'm nervous. i'm excited. i'm scared. i'm nostalgic. i'm a teenager. and i don't want summer to end.