hate.

i hate myself because i'm not as strong as i think i am.

i hate myself because i'm not as kind as i should be.

i hate myself because i'm no better than any other rotten teenager.

i hate myself for giving in to the system and all its pressure.

i hate myself for being the black sheep in this stupid family i can't cope with.

i hate myself because i can't live up to the expectations i put for myself.

i hate myself for not being as smart as i can be.

i hate myself because i don't push myself to do the things i want to.

i hate myself for giving myself so many excuses for everything.

i just hate myself.

oh. and i hate you for making me hate myself.