fascinating!

now this might seem...weird. but i want to rant about it.

i find guys fascinating, and not in a "i'm so obsessed with guys" and extremely attracted sort of way. i think it's because i've never had a boyfriend and never hung out with many guys in middle and elementary so i don't know guys too well. my parent's overprotection didn't help much. i kind of expect them all to be kind of cold and such and when they do the tiniest normal thing to everyone else i'm surprised or over think it. i don't give guys enough human being credit XD they just fascinate me, i love trying to figure out and discover who each guy is, they're so complex each is different. i mean with girls we're all just a big blob really. they're all alike, so dull -.- but guys i guess because they don't talk much about things so you discover something new about them every conversation, unlike girls who blurt out their whole life story in one conversation. i don't know, i'm so WEIRD -.- i think i'm a psychologist in the making, i like figuring people out and discovering their personalities and knowing their stories. i kind of want to be a psychologist, but i'm probably too emotional for that job. one sad story and i'll be pouring down tears.