freedom

the only thing making me want to stay here is the freedom, i can do anything i want, i'm FREE like any other teenager, even freer. why? there's no fear of terrible people taking a life without any rights. no murderers, kidnappers, rapists. i can go out at night by myself with some friends and grab a taxi and head to the mall. there's no fear here. i kind of wonder why, maybe because it's a religious country and no one would even think of doing it here. i think that's the problem with America, it's so diverse in a way that it's filled with terrible immoral human beings. it's a mix country with every race and religion found on this planet. diversity isn't a bad thing, it opens you up to other people in this world, but its also a big threat because there are tons of crazy heartless souls out there.

i'm going to miss this short taste of freedom, i'm not sure how i'll be when i get back. will i be annoyed and frustrated at how locked up and constrained i am? or will i reminisce the great times i had and just live accepting where i am. i'm leaning toward the latter because life's too short to be angry and frustrated all the time.